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      <title>feels like i always lose.</title>
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      <description>&lt;![CDATA[Listening to There&#39;s Nothing Worse Than Too Late by Real Friends and the song &#34;Always Lose&#34; is very much a theme song of mine. &#xA;&#xA;  I keep telling myself I can change, I can change&#xA;  I keep lying cause I&#39;m only saving face&#xA;    Feels like I always lose&#xA;  When I open up, I end up without you&#xA;  How the fuck am I supposed to heal these wounds?&#xA;  Black and blue, can&#39;t see through&#xA;  Black and blue&#xA;  Feels like I always lose&#xA;  When I open up, I end up without you&#xA;&#xA;And the song that follows it, &#34;Six Feet,&#34; is as well.&#xA;&#xA;  I&#39;m barely breathing, barely getting by&#xA;  It takes my lowest low for me to cross your mind&#xA;    I don&#39;t wanna have to be six feet underground to feel loved&#xA;  I don&#39;t wanna have to be a memory&#xA;  To feel like I&#39;m someone you thought of&#xA;  When blues turn grey, we&#39;ll wither away&#xA;  I don&#39;t wanna have to be six feet underground to feel loved&#xA;&#xA;It&#39;s comforting for somebody else to feel the same way, I guess.&#xA;&#xA;#music #lyrics]]&gt;</description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Listening to <em>There&#39;s Nothing Worse Than Too Late</em> by Real Friends and the song “Always Lose” is very much a theme song of mine.</p>

<blockquote><p>I keep telling myself I can change, I can change
I keep lying cause I&#39;m only saving face</p>

<p>Feels like I always lose
When I open up, I end up without you
How the fuck am I supposed to heal these wounds?
Black and blue, can&#39;t see through
Black and blue
Feels like I always lose
When I open up, I end up without you</p></blockquote>

<p>And the song that follows it, “Six Feet,” is as well.</p>

<blockquote><p>I&#39;m barely breathing, barely getting by
It takes my lowest low for me to cross your mind</p>

<p>I don&#39;t wanna have to be six feet underground to feel loved
I don&#39;t wanna have to be a memory
To feel like I&#39;m someone you thought of
When blues turn grey, we&#39;ll wither away
I don&#39;t wanna have to be six feet underground to feel loved</p></blockquote>

<p>It&#39;s comforting for somebody else to feel the same way, I guess.</p>

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      <pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2026 23:24:28 -0400</pubDate>
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